sakit


sakit itu dugaan daripada Allah
maka kita harus bersyukur dan terima dgan hati yg terbuka
sbb tu maksudnya Allah masih sayangkan kita 

alkisah.
awal pagi ahad perut terasa memulas2 menganggu tidurku yg lena dan asyik dibuai mimpi ahaks
si perut meminta ak mengeluarkan apa sahaja yg menganggu di dalamnya
bukan setakat si perut, si mulut pun meminta perkara yg sama
and after that one time-big puke that's it. cannot go anymore. got nothing left in my stomach huhu
balik bilik mula2 bukak kipas 1 then pakai sweater siap stokin and selimut lagi still cannot go
sejuk gla rasa. maka ak pon tutup kipas bertemankan body temperature yg dh nk reach 100 celcius*over haha
bangun semula around tgahari slow2 pg mandi then makan roti sekeping and telan pil chi kit teck aun kesayanganku haha
landing lagi, zohor kejap then asar
wan buatkan moi awwww2 so sweet hihi
adala ak makan dua tiga sudu dh cannot go sakit perut
then wan and misao tlg belikan 100 plus bersama chi kit teck aun dan panadol sepapan
then siap2 utk tido semula
bgun pagi still not feeling well maka ak xpg kerja lagi. again. haha
maka habislah plan ak nk balik krismas ni sobss sadd..
skrang dh rasa sedikit okay
tomorrow i want to go to work.
got no choice. sobs. sedihnyeee

above all things. 
i'm glad to have them around me. 
thanks dear housemate and each and every persons for their hopes and wishes. :)

not in this condition anymore. :D

that's me!



yup.that's me.
how can i achieve my ambition when all the motivation i have is err zero. xde.
haha

seriously. how does people keep themselves motivated?
i heard reading books help a lot. Inspiring book that is. mine was more to love-romance-sad story books.
guess that is why i don't feel motivated to do anything. 
some say you will feel motivated if you like what you are doing
maybe i'm not lovin it. dh boleh jadi iklan mcd ni hehe
or.or.maybe it was just too much excuses.
yup! that must be it.
how much motivation that i need when all that is significant for me is only one main reason?
i guess i need to hold on to that one dearly. or i will be de-motivated all the time. 

Wrapping up 3rd year


i know it has been a month and a few days since the result for 3rd year 2nd semester was posted
but i only managed to see it today.
and it was. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahaha..let's just wrapped this 3rd year period
it has been officially my worst year ever. (not included foundation haha)
i got the grade which i have never obtained before
and i got gpa which i had never went before
but then, all of these links to the individual at last which is me
i think i'm getting lazy nowadays *don't have to think it is true haha
and yes, i deserved those grades and i accept it with open heart hihi
reasons for being lazy? i seriously don't know
maybe because i'm not certain about this course.
boleh pulak mcm tu.
haha..xla..biasala ni
wandering around to find some common ground to stand
that's me. haha
so goodbye dear 3rd year, and hello final year *next year 

*arini adalah hari yg sgat melucukan.
thanks kepada ana dan jgak atul i'm developing six pack right now gara2 gelak smpai keras perut haha
*arini ada encik yg sgat baik hati telah menumpangkan kami pulang hihi. thanks hibban!
*arini jgak I jadi blushing sendirian baca blog sv utp i yg dtg mlawat aritu. aish. Thank you sir. You really had made my day :)

Today i've experienced happy-sad-glad-happy-sad :(
Don't know what tomorrow might come.

Here a little something that will light your heart;

One day off :)

fashionsociety:

(via: fashionsociety)
yup! that's me
I'm tired.
So very tired.
Dengan sakit urat, sakit kaki, demam
That's why I've decided to call it a one day off.
Arini dh exercise byak dok basuh baju yg bertimbun2 tu
tapi hujan. huhu..
Dear hosmate, cepat2la balik.
Bosannya dok rumah huhu..
esok definitely i will go to work.
walaupun x suka pg kerja tapi kat rumah bosanla dok sorg2
kalau ad org lain okay jgak.hee
but it is nice to have a one day off.
seriously. rasa tenang. hehe
quote for today and tomorrow and tomorrow to come :)


i feel blessed!


alhamdulillah
rezeki murah sejak pindah rumah ni
bukannya dapat extra money k apa
tapi dapat pertolongan daripada insan2 yg baik hati di sekeliling kami ni
alhamdulillah
Allah murahkan rezeki kalian semua.
haritu dh pernah crita perihal peti ais dan juga lori yg mengangkut tu kan?
kali ni plak pertolongan daripada makcik yun ataupun cik mah*panggilan yun hehe
makcik yun dgan baik hatinya telah meminjamkan dapur kepada kami which come with meja kecik and also microwave ngee
alhamdulillah ada org yg bersimpati dgan kami yg serba kekurangan ni huhu
apa2 pun terima kasih banyak cik mah! :)
kami akan menjaga harta itu sebaik mungkin.
maka setelah gigih bershopping2 di giant smlm
arini mission nye adalah utk mencari tong gas and org yg sanggup menghantarnya smpai k rumah kami
maklumla tingkat 5 kan jauh bebeanu tu ha hehe
setelah merisik khabar dari jiran bawah akhirnya kami dapat juga nombornya
rupa2nya ad ja kedai runcit depan ni lulzz
cuma dia sedikit overshadow oleh restoran2 tu yg xtau tu
so tadi tong gas pon dh dpat and disebabkan arini turn ak ngan wan memasak
maka kami pon tryla dapur gas tu
aaaaa loike3..ayam goreng yg perfect and masa memasak pon kejap je ambik
kalau sblom ni astagaaa..lambat bebenau
tad kitorg masak ayam masak sambal and goreng sayur skit
perghhh sedap gloss
xpasal je ak tambah smpai 2 kali
hehe..nikmatnya rasa mcm makan di rumah hihi
ad potensi utk ak tidak kurus lagi! haha

esok dh hari isnin. 
adoi. whyyyyyy kejap sgat rasa ni??
adus..sad. :(

intern #4


hari ni kak aini dh masuk kerja hihi
ceriala sikit dia ada..walaupun kitorg xla sembang sgat tapi bila dia ada lain la jgak suasananya 
start off the day with reading on safety report on Dyarbekir
still cannot access to Besar project
waiting for the IT dept to approved it
after that read a little bit on Flaresim
tadi serius mengantok gla rasa
bukak buku shin chan bawah meja baca senyap2
then turun g level 15 niat di hati nk tido tp bila dh masuk krik krik
xsampai ati
so ak pon blah naik atas balik haha bengong
tggu lunch dgan hati yg xsabar dan perut yg berbunyi
after lunch met Lakshmi and then she told me to fill up a form and submit it to IT
hopefully by tomorrow or next week i can start with a new project
by comparing process and safety then only u will know which one suits u the most kan?
hehe..
minggu ni kena siapkan weekly report utk dihantar ke sv tercinta
xstart lagi pon zzzzzz
btw, arini semangat je ak bawak baju nk main volleyball
tgok2 mcm nk hujan so ak pon cancel trus balik dgan diorg hihi
nnt kalau game lain sy join eh..
amazing race k explorace k okay jgak tu
stamina ak byak ke arah tu haha
okayla 
esok niat di hati nk bercamwhore dgan diorg ni
maklumla dh nk dua minggu intern tp xpernah lg tgkap gmbar sad

owhowh. berita baik hari ni
kawan kepada sepupu pipah telah baik hati utk meminjamkan peti ais kepada kitorg hihi
and pakcik misao jgak telah baik hati utk mensponsor perjalanan lori dan upah utk angkut peti ais ke rumah kitorg yg tingkat 5 ni
hihi..terima kasih semua!!
rezeki raya haji..
semoga kalian dimurahkan rezeki :)
that's all bubbye! 

intern #3


hye..
arini kerja malas gla rasa.
kak aini x datang dia ambik mc
serius sunyi gla ofis dia xdak. huhu..
dhla ramai yg pergi team-building la, field trip la geng2 utm plak xdtg langsung
maklumla nk convo dh kan hihi..bestnyeee
so arini, abiskan report yg terbengkalai
xleh dh ak mengadap process ni cannot already
maybe sbb kena digest in such a short time and kna paham kan cepat2 utk buat report
maka susah la. bagi aku.
memang internship ada kurang7 bulan lagi
tapi kitorg kena hantar project title by week 3
and to present something which i donno by heart
erm..susah tu xleh nk goreng.
mau plak klau dpt sv mcm M RAMASAMY ataupun Lau Kok Keong
uuuu susah2..so, i'm taking a safe way
after lunch break, i asked this senior engineer; Mdm Lakshmi regarding her projects
and yes, she got some project for me
hee lega..maka ak pon nk move on from process to safety
tapi bukannya bermaksud ak xnk buat dh process
i will, but safety will be the one i will be presenting hehe
now i need to finish a report to be endorsed by a process engineer before going to encik Zul
and then i will move on to safety hihi

esok ada voleyball
huhu..gigihnya diorg ni nk practice tiap2 minggu
esok bleh la join tapi sekadar menyokong haha

okay la gudnite! mengantok.

ahad aritu kluar dgan opie dgan azzam
hee..gembira. sbb lama xjumpa
okayla chow! 

Intern #2


Lamanya rasa x update blog. hihi
last pon time kat rumah aritu
niat di hati kunun2nya nk update tiap2 ari time intern ni
tapi apakan daya.
kat opis xleh nk online kat meja sdri. 
kat rumah plak xdk internet. sobs.
maka bersamaan ari khamis aritu, kitorg tekad utk pasang internet kat rumah!
xkirala apa pon asalkan ada.
akhirnya, p1 jgak yg menjadi pilihan di hati hihi
maka bolehla saya update blog tiap2 ari. provided badan xletih and still bertenaga hehe


cerita pasal intern.
alhamdulillah dh seminggu dh menjalani praktikal ni. 
27 weeks to go. sobs. huhu
dulu before intern konon2nya nk tgkap gambar first day la bla3
tp apakan daya hajat xkesampaian.
first day pon dh kalot2 jalan kaki smua
maklumla masing2 xtau nk agak. padahal smpai opis awal je 730
nk buat apa dong haha..

first day,
okay je..briefing bla3
kat sini diorg sgat pentingkan masa
nk kluar g toilet pon kna check out
maksudnya kalau kita nk buang air besau xlehla lama2 nnt kna kerja overtime plak
seminggu kena cukupkan 40 jam
jumaat plak rehat 2 jam
maka sehari lebih kurang kna cukupkan 8 jam 15 minit gitula ceritanya
makan plak ada tempat yg murah namanya sri long
short form utk sri longkang haha
opis ak. okay..diorg siap letak nama kitorg kat situ
sekali cube dgan kak aini namanya 
lama dh dia kerja nk dkat 5 taun kot. mcm kak pinat pon ada kakak tu hehe
supervisor plak
erm. suara kuat glos. smpai dengar kat luar ni ha..
tapi bila jmpak plak alahai kuat gelak rupanya hihi

yg lain, ermm..tiap2 ari pergi kerja jalan 15 minit ke lrt wangsa maju
time dh turun lrt jelatek kena jalan about 15 minit gak nk ke menara
wuuu sedih.. aritu ad skali ak kna balik lambat sorg2
sad..sadis gla jalan k lrt jelatek tu
huhuu..sampai2 rumah je dh pnat
lpas makan terus tido
xpernah lg la exceed pkul 12 haha

overall, undergoing internship is okayy
but sometimes, there are things that needed to be concern about
example, other's behavior and intention
niat yg baik mungkin disalah-ertikan
either on our side or the other side
let's just pray for the best.
xnk melalui internship period dgan rasa kurang puas hati and tidak senang di hati. 
apa yg ak ckapkan ni?
haha ntah. hanya ak yg tahu hihi.

meja ak hihi..ad satu dekstop yg kurang function-nya sbb xleh access internet
boleh intranet je lulzz

okayla 
itu sahaja
bye2 :)




Intern #1


assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hari ni dh hari selasa. Esok sehari je lg nk duduk rumah huhu. Sedih rasa. Tapi xpala. pengalaman tu penting.
Cewah..padahal memang dh ditetapkan utk pg praktikal maka haruslah akur ye dak? kang xleh grad plak cane nk kawen. hihi.

Cerita pasal intern. Alkisah, hari tu jenohla kami ni dok pakat cari rumah. Nk duduk 8 org punyala sakan. Nk saving la katakan hehe..cari punya cari smpai bertab2 dh bukak adala jumpak nk dekat 10. Tap kol2 esok hampeh~sudah ada org angkatla, kena sewa at least setaun 2 taun la aish mcm2 la kerenahnya. At the end of the day cuma ada 2 je pilihan:

1) kat wangsa maju, not furnished AT ALL
2) somewhere at Pandan Indah fully furnished. *gambar cantek je

Cuba teka yg mana kitorg pilih? hihi..Haruslah yg murah iaitu wangsa maju hehehe tapi bukan sbb murah je
sbbnye kitrog just kna naik satu lrt je utk smpai ke klcc and great eastern. Kalau yg pandan indah tu kna tukar plak malasla gitu and sedikit mahal jgak yela furnished kan. So, the choice has been made and i asked my big bro to look it for us. Luckily dapat. alhamdulillah lega yg teramat kot. serius. Selesai dh satu masalah. Semalam abg ak balik dari kl dia ckp rumah tu memang TOTALLY KOSONG~kosong hahaha sampai kipas siling pon xdak. zzz nasib baik ada lampu hehe..tp nk buat mcm mana. Biar je la..yg tu je yg ada..let's just make the best out of it.
Thanks dear big bro for helping me :)

Sekarang tgah kumpul2 barang yg nk kena bawak and yg kna beli nnt. Yg paling crucial of course it will be washing machine, fans, and maybe fridge. hihi..tu pun kalau smua org setuju.

EH! Sebelom lupa, diperkenalkan penghuni flat wangsa maju yg ak xtau apa nama dia hehe
aku, wan, misao, eiju, wawa, pipah, ana, e'zati.
3 chemy-3 mechi-2 civil hihi
ni namanya variasi :D

Semoga kita dapat tinggal bersama2 dgan aman dan sejahtera. ;)


Missing


hyeee
it's 1247 am and today marks 24th of september
meaning that i am one week away from going for my internship
and it also means that i've been away from utp for 2 weeks now
sad. bukan sbb tggai buku okay. haha

straight to the point,
i've been alone here
maksudnya, xdak kawan la bkn dok sorg2 kat rumah hihi
diorg ni smua p pakat smbung blajaq plak dh ak cuti
yg lain plak kawan2 utp la balik k rumah masing2 dh xdk sorg pon yg dekat sini
huhu..sedihnye rasa
so, this post is dedicated to those whom i missed the most.

1) BFF :)



2) Dearest GPL


 3) Yayan and wawan 


there are a few more people whom i missed the most.
-My bee-double-u-peas'ians
-My 5 Griffyndor's classmates
-Few more people from leklau ;)

seriously missing them
wherever you guys are
take a good care of yourself and be safe
till we meet again someday sometime
Insyaallah :)



cerita intern


Betul cakap ana;
time nk cari placement utk intern ni la kita tahu perangai manusia mcm mana
ada yg ribut, ada yang kalot, ada yg suka bangga diri, ada yg suka tunjuk hebat and xkurang jgak ada yg xcukup dgan satu smua nk dirembatnya, then ada jgak yg give up terlalu awal, ada yg berpuas hati takat mana yg dpt and mcm2 lagi la.
erm..macam2..baru nk intern je pon.
yg ribut and kalot haruslah kan sbb placement susah nk dpt utk batch ni.
yg xtahan tu dgan org suka bangga diri dgan apa yg dia dpt.
owh. ini x tahan. bisa mengundang kemarahan.
well, we must admit that some of us were not that good, baik je xckp apa
kadang2 terasa jgak weh.
kalau sekali xpe ni berkali2.
ermm..ntahla..kita xtahu niat dia apa kan.
apa2 pun kawan, lain kali tu jaga percakapan and perlakuan
kadang2 maybe kita xsedar perbuatan kita tu mengguris perasaan org lain
i'm not saying that i'm that good
tapi kita sama2la beringat okay..
let's just say

situasi:

so far dh dapat 5 offer. still xtau nk pilih yg mana. ermm dilemma la mcm ni.


so what if ada someone yg still xdpt placement baca? 
how will it make them feel?
of course diorg akan sedih kan.
yes, memang rezeki dia
but u shouldn't say such statement to others especially in public
always jaga hati org lain
we never know what will happen in the future
lagipun kita kan bersaudara

situasi yg seterusnya

A: weh, ak dapat company X
B: owh..ak dpt gak company tu tp ak reject. ko dapat tempat yg ak reject la tu.

dear, whatever it is there must be some reasons why u reject that offer in the first place
dh bukan rezeki ko rezeki kawan ko xperlu la ckp mcm tu
maila beribu company pun tp kalau bukan rezeki ko tu mmg u will always find a reason to reject it
in conclusion it is not because of u that ur friend got it there
it is because rezeki kawan ko mmg dh kat situ
so dia dptla situ. 
there's no need for u to go around and say that this friend got ur 'bekas'
it's not good. at all.

aish..cerita intern.
memang mcm2.
so dlm banyak2 kriteria yg disebut which one am i?
haha i would say that
i'm the one who give up too fast and still not certain of what i want in life.
the desire is there but i think i'm just too afraid to grab for what i want.
guess i'm still not ready.
but i hope that i will be ready when i'm in final year.
cause i want to secure my job before i'm graduating.
Insyaallah :)

overall
xkisahla mana2 pun kita dapat 
kalau kita xbelajar apa2 from that it will be a total loss and useless for us
so, blajarla from our workplace
gain new experience
and learn something new
kat mana pun kita dapat, tu dh rezeki kita
remember that Allah will give you what u need rather than what you want.
hold on to this strongly and u will never feel regret nor sad. ;)

*cerita di atas bukanlah dituju utk sesiapa. but for everyone to always remember that our actions can sometimes hurt other people without we realize it. 
and also, niat kita kadang2 baik tapi sometimes people might not understand what we are doing. so in the mean time, lay low and be humble. 

let's get through this. together. :)

Hari-hari terakhir di UTP


ayat mcm dh final year je haha bajet sebentar
padahal bukan final year pon..baru nk g intern haha
aaaa xsabarnya nk g intern
tapi cuak la jgak and sedikit gementar
mcm mana nnt first day? nk ckp ap? how to react? how to behave? erk. terkaku di situ. 
the future seems so uncertain.
but i'll try my best and just be urself girl, that's the most important part right?
eh. kejap. pasal intern nnt nk buat post baru so bubbye dh xmau story kat sini hehe

okay, berbalik kepada topik asal.
ermm last day of final exam. paper MS. soalan objektif 100 ketoi haha
xtahula apa ak jawab ak main boolat je hehe dhla CH sejuk nk mampoih.
so that wrap up my final exam session.
summary.
EEE- soalan susah bagi ak yg xbrapa nk ekonomi punya org ni. ditambah plak dgan kekeliruan yg berlaku haha cramp. 
PSLP- bleh plak taun ni xbagi formula. haila. sblom2 ni bagi je. why taun ni whyyyy
PPD- ku sangkakan senang rupanya susah nk mampoih. and u LeBlanc! knapala i gelak kat u kan u dh kluar time final exam huhu
MS- hahahahaha bolat sesuka hati.

tgok. EEE awal lagi cabot. sbb 1st paper and susah. haha

after paper MS kitorg pergi berphotoshoot raya dan intern 
location: padang terbiar tepi jalan haha
semangat je smua org pakai baju kurung petra siap dgan sari bagai hehe
it is our last photoshoot before going for intern.
sedih. serius sedih. dhla ad few people yg bukan dok kl nnt
cthnya che'ju petra maizat ana saddd
tp petra still bolehla sbb dia kat pd maizat pon kat melaka
che' dgan ana ni ha kat ganu kot. huhu
tap xpala, klau berkesempatan kita jumpak tau.
then we had our dinner together kemudian sorg demi sorg balik ke kampong halaman masing2
sobs. ak sempatla berjimba sehari balik2 je tgok bilik half dh kosong. sadd wan dh balik tggal la ak keseorangan huhu
mlm tu mood nk mengemas totally zero
xtaula knapa x bersemangat langsung.
last2 bukak kal ho na ho then pelan2 kemas segala barang yg ak xingat pon bila kewujudannya haha
esok pagi pon bangun awal sbb abah dh nk smpai.
serius byak gla barang ak. berkotak2 haha
then pelan2 bawak trun g bawah
perghh rasa nk tercabut tgan ak huhu..rasa mcm nk buang je kotak tu drpd tingkap then kutip je kat bawah huhu
abis berpeluh2 mcm org baru balik dari merentas desa. 
nasib baikla encik hero dtg menolong hewhew thanks hero.
tapi dua tiga kotak je dia angkat pastu ad kerja
abah I jugak hero sejati tau. thanks abah hehe :D
bilik ditinggalkan dgan keadaan yg tidak terurus.
balang2 kuih penuh kat atas meja
habok dan segala sampah penuh kat meja lantai smua ada
mop jga perlu ditinggalkan sbb abah ckp dh xmuat kete huhu
last moment before tggal bilik sedih.
xtahula nnt time intern ada katil k x. huhuuu

ni ak buat last sem lagi sbb kitorg mmg pemalas haha


see. ntahla bila ak bawak barang2 yg byak ni. haha

overall, i will miss my life as a student. 
tggu eh..8 bulan je lagi..nnt I balik UTP. :)

tadaaaa kabus di pagi hari. the day that i screwed my PSLP paper.









Raya 2012 :)


dh dekat 2 minggu raya baru la nk publish crita ni.
sebenarnya dh lama ada kat draft tapi asyik x tertekan je butang publish tu.
back to the topic itself,

1st day of Syawal

the theme for this raya is pink for the ladies purple for the guys.
that makes a ratio of 1:2 mathematics skit. terasa pandai di sini hehe

gambar ni je elok -.-'

pagi tu p smyg raya
bestnye rasa..yela setaun sekali je smyg raya kan sayu je rasa
tambah2 plak bila dgar suara abah dok takbir raya 
tp sedikit x best bila ak mengantuk gla time khutbah tu
mana xnya smlm tido pkul 5 tapi bgun pkul 6 lebih huhu
biasala time puasa jadual tido jadi pelik skit 
susah betul nk kembali ke jadual biasa
dh abis smyg, balik siap2 kejap beraya kejap dgan abah ngan mama
tangkap gambar skit2 then trus pg serbu rumah cik yam dpan tu hehe
makcik yam buat sup urat! aaaa sukanya bihun thai dia memang superb!
ak ambik urat banyak glosss meatballs dok floating kat kuah sup tu
uuu tambah 2 kali kot pastu bantai ayam kampong plak! heaven! hehe
dh lpas tu pg rumah org lain pon mampu makan kuih raya je 
hehe tp xpela..sup urat tu jmpk setaun sekali ja tau! special tu hehe
pg beraya2 around pkul 3 balik sbb cuaca yg sgat panas dan mata yg sedikit layu
tapi ak, lpas zohoq ja truih chow nk p rumah zahidah
time ni mama tidoq so blehla senyap2 bawak kereta hehe :D
fetched madd and haziana then mulala kitorg dok merapu kat rumah zahidah tu haha




mak zaidah buat bihun sup! slurpp sedap2 ni harus makan hehe


penat tau adjust henset atas kotak tisu hehe

2nd of Syawal

my open house day :)
mama tempah kat mak chaq nasi tomato so xbyak sgat pon yg kna prepare
cuma kemas2 rumah ja


toksu ngan mama hee..toksu nampak muda lagi my mum haruslah kan hehe

anak pak lang baby yg no 3 aaaa comel2 

gambar ramai2..madd the cameragirl hehe

hee..besfren yg hadir thanks uolls

hee madd,me,sabb :D

eh2 haziana pon nk ada jgak haha

open house kat rumah memang best!
serius. because this is the time for me to meet all the relatives and actually catch up on how they are doing
means, where they are living now, how many kids etc
it's true that makan2 did brings people closer. hehe
malam tu p rumah pak chaq plak makan ikan bakaq
perghh memang terbaik! balik2 tu letak kepala trus pap!
tido smpai esok subuh. serius letih gla rasa. 
but it's totally worth it :)


3rd day of Syawal

rumah arina and rumah madd
rumah arina buat open house
and rumah madd ada kenduri akikah




first time arina tggi drpd kami smua hehe :P

kat rumah madd.
xleh tgkap byak gambar org ramai
kena behave sikit. hehe
tgokla anak sedara dia. comel gloss aaa loike!!


4th day of Syawal

owh ingat nk balik utp arini tapi xjadi. haha.
instead, i went to rumah wa for kak basyirah and pait's wedding 
and on that night my neighbor is having their daughter's wedding
erk i mean akad nikah. hehe
owh. ingat dh skrang. this was the day my dearest cat got hit by a motorcyclist.
huhu...serius sedih..nasib baik benda tu jadi dpan abah
i mean, adala jgak org yg tgok huhu
balik2 tu mummy diam je..makan x minum pun x
instead, she just kept breathing heavily and repeatedly without making any voice at all
yup. nothing! huu..then tiba2 dia jalan jauh skit dprd ak then dia kencing.
tapi kluar darah yg sgat pekat. huhuuu serius sedih.
abah ckp dh xlama dh dia nk mati dh tu.
so i just kept waiting there.
teman dia kot2 betul huhu..serius sedih.
anak2 yg batch ke-4 ni still menyusu kot sedihhhh
then time maghrib tu dia blah p kat pagaq rumah blakang
org ckp kucing ni mmg camtu kalau dia rasa dia nk mati dh dia dok jauh2 xmau bg kita tau
lagila ak sedih
huhu..so mlm tu time kenduri ak nmpkla anak kucing 2 ekoq tu dok tdoq atas kerusi kat luaq
sedih je tgok dudukla 2 org kat situ
so ak pon bawakla masuk dlm tdo atas sofa.
pastu bla ak bwak kluaq depa balik lpas tu guess what
mummy tgah dok dpan bekas susu yg ak buat utk anak2 dia tadi
ya Allah gembiranya rasa..syukur sgat2
it is truly a miracle. benarlah kucing tu ada 9 nyawa hehe
so, ak tggal anak2 dgan mummy dia and esok pagi tu bukak2 pintu blakang ja nmpak diorg dok dpan pintu blakang dlm kotak with their mummy
siap menyusu lagi. hee
dear mummy, u r very strong ;)

ni time dia kluaq darah tu huu

day 5th of Syawal

went out with the girls for domino actually
but got wind up at kfc at last.
haha..gla ramai org kat domino. nk tggu smpai sejam kot gloss
nnt plak la ye kita kluar ke domino rakan2 :)




have great time with all of you dear girlfriends.
nnt jumpak lagi!
bila kami balik hampa semua dh sambung blajaq plak.
aaaa rageee

6 Syawal 

siap awal2 pagi bertolak pulang ke utp bersama fifi dan lukman.
part sedih
bila ak p kat pagaq ja smua kucing pakat mai mcm nk ucap gudbye jgak kat ak
huhu 
even the babies pon dtg tau.
sedihh..tggu tau abis exam ni i balik huhu..

overall.
I enjoyed every and each moment of 6 days of syawal with family and friends.
all that's left is struggling for final exam.
it's a fair trade ey?
;)


yup. i'm developing panda's eyes right now

GPL Pre-Raya


disebabkan masing2 keempunan nk buat ala2 salam perantauan utk hari raya kununnya la kan
maka kitorg pon ber-photoshoot la di bumi toronto ini lengkap berbaju raya
tapi bukan baju raya betoi2. ni baju raya olok2 je hehe
nasib baik time puasa xramai sgat org kat tasik
bolehla buat tasik tu mcm kami yg punya hehe
ksian kat yan xpasal2 kna jadi photographer bertauliah kami
but she's awesome. dh xleh cari yg lain hehe :D
okay dhla bercerita
jom tgok salam perantauan daripada kami gadis2 GPL 


muka2 hepi. aish. yun ni. posing mcm abe dia doh dlm HR hehe

haha reaksi bercampur baur

lompat! 

uuuu bibir yg mungil haha

selamat hari raya daripada kami semua~ :)

xtahu apa yg lawak kat misao tu hehe

owhh last. we called it as pose wajib GPL hehe.
sedia berkhidmat utk masing2? haha ntah apa tagline-nya hehe

sekian dulu post utk kali ni.
apa2 pun. 
ilovemygurls.
counting days utk abis final then g intern.
huhu..ad yg bleh jmpk lagi time intern
ad yg x. mcm che'. 
huhu..saddd..
enjoy these last moment to the end.